EHEM..EHEM

i always ,always and always intended to write here...
like hundreds things came across my mind ..
tapi tak boleh cause no matter how free i am..
still tak boleh nak ddk dpn laptop and tulis entry smpi habes and publish..
drafts ade banyak gile..tapi tak habes tulis..
hee..u know me well i guess...


what did i do all this while?...my last entry in december and now it is already may 2010..
okayla2.baeklah2..bukan december..november..
tapi 29th november can be considered as december la tu kan??..don't be so hard on me....hee..

lecture 4th year dah habes ..YEAY2!!!!...
and final exam is coming..DAAA~~~!!..huhuhu
clinical year sgt best...this year dah start clinical round..

1st round ENT-which is i like the most,i guess...
2nd round COMMUNIY MED-pengsan~huhu..no comment..
3rd round OPHTHAL-GREAT!! and saye rase department nie more systematic than others
4th round FORENSIC AND TOXIC-interesting!!saye SUKE!! feel2 CSI..hahaha..
baeklah sile faham tuan2 dan puan2 ..
CSI adalah hafal script dan make up cantek2..effect rambut terbang2..
then sejam dah bleh selesaikan case.
and i need to hafal BOOKSS!!!and notes..and terpuruk panas and selekeh di rumah..
hahahha...jadi no no no no..TAK SAME!!

rase mcm tipu siket2 kan..?.. HOW FAST TIME FLIES...
BEST!!..i am enjoying each and every moment..
bukan memang mase sekolah dulu2 kite memang dok tunggu saat2 umur mcm nie ke?..
ke aku je?
saat2 umur yang boleh ckp psl kawen..huhu.okay fullstop.

tapi bile dah semakin besar nie..
eyh2 besar as in MATANG OKAY!!..we treat and digest thing differently ...kan??
ke aku je yang rase?
APESAL ASEK AKU JE YANG RASE NIE??..ok2.xpe2..i je.
like i tend to appreciate people more..like i am more resist to everything especially WORDS!!..
like i am dare to CHANGE...like i am more brave to move on..

and i love my changes...because life is always full of surprises..
u love surprises, don't you?...at least i do..but WE LIE..we love surprises that we want...and the one that we don't want we call it UNFORTUNATE..we call it PROBLEM..
yeah i know thing doesn't always seems so right kan?..
..but we are wrong people...yes WE WRONG!!...
there is NO WAY thing that had happened was wrong...
because Allah knows what is the BEST for us..read it all over again..THE BEST.
yes not only the thing that is RIGHT yet, THE BEST ...how BEAUTIFUL is that...
and being RIGHT and the BEST is totally different ..kan?
so then, how dare we dispute His works ..
please,just don't dear...
Semoga Allah xbiar kitw buat keputusan sendirian without HIm..
even for a second of our life..takut sgt kan..
can u imagine how horrible things can be
?

Rase mcm how I went through my fourth year adalah way tooooooo far dari first year dulu..
and I mean in a good way..
bnyak yang lain.maybe jadi more familiar ngan egypt and egyptian.
eyh but still! I can't stand hon yang panjang dan echo tu okay..
maybe jugak sbb system kat university pun dah jadi more systematic.sbb I have friends yang sgt sabar layan I..and I have PUTERIs..
OWh! or maybe sbb ade restaurant indon yang best.
nak feel2 dok jogja ke bandung ke bisa2.haha..
this is the art of life.how your life can turn upside down from just being a plain hard black seed today then become a lovely beauteous blooming flower on the next day .
kalau u always expect a perfect life je..so I guess u don't live in LIFE for real..
but u live in DREAM..wake up!

Still with love,
Nadiahwahab

I MISS YOU!!

EID UL FITR

you are invited to

MAJLIS SAMBUTAN HARI RAYA

1st and 2nd syawal

u don't have to pay...come on it's hari raya ...
but please make sure u slip DUIT RAYA in your pocket..MUCH

556 lorong mutiara off jalan peng chepa
15400 kota bharu kelantan

especially to
EX-zainabians 94-00
EX-maherians 01-05
and friends from MANSOURA
and anybody I ever knew

please come

SELAMAT HARI RAYA
maaf zahir batin,
nadiahwahab

cuppy love!

butter cake + buttercream frosting

by ME!

and i bake with LOVE,

nadiahwahab

sosial bersama FAMILY!

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salam ramadhan

May this Ramadhan be a month full of blessing and forgiveness..
for you..me and all....ameeen

with hope,
nadiahwahab

21 years YOUNG..this is serious!

WARNING:this is a long-winded entry..so BEWARE!!

you know how long does it take for me to make this entry..3 days..semngat neyh tulis tittle pastu hilang idea (bajet selalu tulis entry dgn beridea bernas)...
so peram dulu dlm draft ..huhu..


happy belated 21st birthday to me...
ehem..ehem..i'm not 21 years OLD occay!!...i am 21 years YOUNG..
cepat kan?.i guess..time is not running anymore...but it is speeding up...huh..i can still remember vividly THAT little girl..

that little girl..yang dulu anti gile dgn angsa sbb kena patuk (angsa patuk eyh?..ke ape?patuk kot..takkan patik pulak..hahaha..btw skang pun anti lagi)...

the girls that never ever owned any BARBIE..sbb die lagi suke maen 'ice-water'dgn 'lompat tali getah'...

yang dulu mase sekolah rendah pegi sekolah bawak beg belakang+kiri+kanan semacam nak bermastautin di bilik darjah...

yang dulu kalau tulis biography kat buku autograph member akan tulis 'makanan dan minuman kegemaran'(MEMALUKAN)...

yang dulu suke sgt buku enid blyton...pastu berangan nak masuk high school yang mcm dlm buku2 tue...sbb ade SWIMMING POOL..(dulu ingt Enid nie lelaki..rupanya wanita)

yang dulu jadi die-hardfan(konon) boy band seperti WESTLIFE,BSB,NSYNC dan rakan...

thats the sweet part..i guess
and i miss those portion of my life very very and very much..

as SHE grown up... hurtled down into the real world,much2 more cruel than what she ever dreamed of..
the world where.....
where friendship is not just about having friends..
where people may always give u that dirty and jealousy look..
where love is not as sweet as in the drama...
where wounded heart hurts much2 more than the wounded knee...
and where she would meet wicked boys more than prince charming.

and people..yeah people..people walk into and out of her life..and some stay..there are people who walk out and leave beautiful sweet footprint yet there are those who leave bruise or even scabby wound..
and you know who treats the wounds? ...
the one who STAY...

i've spent 2 decades of my life....
yes i know 2 decades is a long time..
10years+10 years is a long time...
at least long enough to KNOW what is the purpose of life..
as hamba and khaleefah....that's the purpose of life...
but What i m afraid the most is that...
I hanya MENGETAHUI...bukan BERUSAHA menjadi...

i can't change yesterday..but i can certainly look with hope for tomorrow and make it a better day..i don't even know how many seconds,minutes,hours,days,months or how many years more will i have.
so with all the strength that i have...with the people surround me + their prayers and loves..i ll try..to be the better nadiah..

pray for me ...and for the others too..

serious talk hurm?..hee..yeah..and i mean it SERIOUSLY....

hee..now i sound like 21 ...do i?...heee..

header blog juge need a change..
entry sebulan sekali takpe tapi header nak kena best.hahaha.
ok this one tak best pon..
BERSERABUT..but nmpak lebeyh MATANG...
i m mature in mind and young at heart.hahaha...

a few updates..

• the sarawak trip was great..nnty nak pegi lagi skali lah...nak stay kat rumah panjang...
  
• fatin sudah fly ke states...wawawa...rindu2....take care dear..
• no more braces..yes2..!!
• semua orng juge sebuk tanye dah ade pakwe ke belom..ade ketensionan di situ...
• attchment maybe tak jadi buat...sbb umi kate takut H1N1..MAYbe....means tak sure lagi...
  
• aku masih langsing seperti dulu dan akan terus langsing..HAHAHA...

"Ya Allah ya tuhanku.panjangkanlah umur kami
dalam keimanan dan ketaatan kepada mu..ameen

millions of love,

nadiahwahab

believe it or not..?..BELIEVE it..

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THANK YOU ALLAH!!

3.11a.m-malaysia
i know its late...saye blom tidur juge...

FUUUHH...FUUUHHH...take a deep breath everybody ...

RESULT SUDAH KELUARRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BUZZ!!
nurul aida: nadiah
nadieah pInkish: hye yang
nadieah pInkish: sihat ke?>
nurul aida: nadiah, result dah bleh check
nurul aida: tue address
nadieah pInkish: aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhh
nadieah pInkish: btol kee??
nadieah pInkish: takutnyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
nadieah pInkish: cmmane nieee...
nadieah pInkish: takut nak tgk
nadieah pInkish: mane id?
nadieah pInkish: bahasa arab..tak faham
nadieah pInkish: cmmane nak bukak
nurul aida: gune id dkat student card
nurul aida: bwk balek x?
nadieah pInkish: xingt letak mane student card
nadieah pInkish: cammene nie

ok..then aku pon buat aksi berlari2 sekeliling rumah pada pukol 3 pagi..cari dlm purse takde ..naek atas..turun bawah..naek atas balek...cari student card...then..TADAAAAAA..jumpe kat dlm handbag yang bawak balek dr egypt blom kemas...umi ngan ayah pon terjaga..terkejut.. aku dok jogging dlm umah pagi2 buta..

cepat2 turun balek ...tangan parkinson habis tak yah ckp..nak tekeluar rase jantung..

72.74-GOOD..

ALHAMDULILLAH..terus lompat atas katil umi ngan ayah...hee..hugs2...

then...sujud syukur..seriouslyy..THANK YOU ALLAH ...i have no appropriate and enough words to say THANK YOU to ALLAH..

what a big relief

ade FRUST siket2..ok more than siket..sederhana..tak2..banyak juge..sbb result saye turun compared to last year.and juge frust because sbb result kurang dari impian dan harapan...maybe usaha saye blom cukup..and plus..there were so many random things happened sepanjang exam ari tue...and random here equal to BAD...

YES2...i don't have to make any excuses pon kan?..what for?...or to whom should i give it to?,..EXCUSES CHANGE NOTHING...this is what i m afraid the most..UNGRATEFUL..the "If I only…." Syndrome..if only i could trun back the time..if only i tried a lil harder..if only i had known..bla..bla..bla

come on nadiah,ALLAH knows the best darlink..maybe nie boleyh jadi booster dose for me..for next year..next next year...next next next year...

PEOPLE!!...thank you for your prayer..thanks..thanks..and thanks..

millons tons of THANKYOU,
nadiahwahab

I'm BACK!!

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