Saturday, 8 August 2009

21 years YOUNG..this is serious!

WARNING:this is a long-winded entry..so BEWARE!!

you know how long does it take for me to make this entry..3 days..semngat neyh tulis tittle pastu hilang idea (bajet selalu tulis entry dgn beridea bernas)...
so peram dulu dlm draft ..huhu..


happy belated 21st birthday to me...
ehem..ehem..i'm not 21 years OLD occay!!...i am 21 years YOUNG..
cepat kan?.i guess..time is not running anymore...but it is speeding up...huh..i can still remember vividly THAT little girl..

that little girl..yang dulu anti gile dgn angsa sbb kena patuk (angsa patuk eyh?..ke ape?patuk kot..takkan patik pulak..hahaha..btw skang pun anti lagi)...

the girls that never ever owned any BARBIE..sbb die lagi suke maen 'ice-water'dgn 'lompat tali getah'...

yang dulu mase sekolah rendah pegi sekolah bawak beg belakang+kiri+kanan semacam nak bermastautin di bilik darjah...

yang dulu kalau tulis biography kat buku autograph member akan tulis 'makanan dan minuman kegemaran'(MEMALUKAN)...

yang dulu suke sgt buku enid blyton...pastu berangan nak masuk high school yang mcm dlm buku2 tue...sbb ade SWIMMING POOL..(dulu ingt Enid nie lelaki..rupanya wanita)

yang dulu jadi die-hardfan(konon) boy band seperti WESTLIFE,BSB,NSYNC dan rakan...


thats the sweet part..i guess
and i miss those portion of my life very very and very much..

as SHE grown up... hurtled down into the real world,much2 more cruel than what she ever dreamed of..
the world where.....
where friendship is not just about having friends..
where people may always give u that dirty and jealousy look..
where love is not as sweet as in the drama...
where wounded heart hurts much2 more than the wounded knee...
and where she would meet wicked boys more than prince charming.

and people..yeah people..people walk into and out of her life..and some stay..there are people who walk out and leave beautiful sweet footprint yet there are those who leave bruise or even scabby wound..
and you know who treats the wounds? ...
the one who STAY...

i've spent 2 decades of my life....
yes i know 2 decades is a long time..
10years+10 years is a long time...
at least long enough to KNOW what is the purpose of life..
as hamba and khaleefah....that's the purpose of life...
but What i m afraid the most is that...
I hanya MENGETAHUI...bukan BERUSAHA menjadi...

i can't change yesterday..but i can certainly look with hope for tomorrow and make it a better day..i don't even know how many seconds,minutes,hours,days,months or how many years more will i have.
so with all the strength that i have...with the people surround me + their prayers and loves..i ll try..to be the better nadiah..

pray for me ...and for the others too..

serious talk hurm?..hee..yeah..and i mean it SERIOUSLY....

hee..now i sound like 21 ...do i?...heee..

header blog juge need a change..
entry sebulan sekali takpe tapi header nak kena best.hahaha.
ok this one tak best pon..
BERSERABUT..but nmpak lebeyh MATANG...
i m mature in mind and young at heart.hahaha...

a few updates..

  • the sarawak trip was great..nnty nak pegi lagi skali lah...nak stay kat rumah panjang...
  • fatin sudah fly ke states...wawawa...rindu2....take care dear..
  • no more braces..yes2..!!
  • semua orng juge sebuk tanye dah ade pakwe ke belom..ade ketensionan di situ...
  • attchment maybe tak jadi buat...sbb umi kate takut H1N1..MAYbe....means tak sure lagi...
  • aku masih langsing seperti dulu dan akan terus langsing..HAHAHA...

"Ya Allah ya tuhanku.panjangkanlah umur kami
dalam keimanan dan ketaatan kepada mu..ameen

millions of love,
nadiahwahab

4 comments:

izzati.abdullah said...

header blog comey!..stay cun..stay excellent..hehe..nk kek sebijik..

nadiah wahab said...

hahaha...thanks kak zaty..

owh bab2 kek tu kenalah dtg kelantan darul naem neyh...bau dpt kek free..huk2

wafa said...

girl.. ice-water la, bukan water-ice..
hehehee~
happy belated burfday!!

nadiahwahab said...

hahaha..ok la..water ice..nnty sayo tukaaarrr...
thanks for the warm wish..
HADIAH???
bisa bawak pulang cowok2 ganteng buat gue apa nggak???